Friday, May 14, 2010
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Monday, May 3, 2010
Ros and guil
Ironic—the perfect way to describe Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are dead. It’s interesting to read a novel that I already know the penultimate ending to. The scene where Rosencrantz and Guildenstern discover the contents of the letter they are ordered to deliver to the British King is interesting to say the least. Until that point, both Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are mere pawns in the grander scheme of things. However, it’s like Rosencrantz and Guildenstern lose their innocence when they find out the content of the letter. The situation reminded me of the loss of innocence in All The Kings Men through the acquirement of knowledge. The idea of free will vs. fate is predominant in this play. After discovering the letter, Guildenstern convinces Rosencrantz not to disclose the content of the letter to anyone, including Hamlet himself. Guildenstern’s reason for doing this is that he believes in fate. He claims that everyone will eventually die so they must not interfere with things. This is highly ironic because it reflects what happens earlier in the scene where Rosencrantz thinks about jumping off the ship to go against fate. Just as he prepares to jump off, Rosencrantz begins to think that it could also be fate for him to jump off this ship. Similarly, Guildenstern believes that he is going with fate, and he is—to his own death. It’s important to note that there is a significant change in mood in the play. In the initial stages of the play, the question of fate and free will were presented in a purely comic way. There was no tension. However, towards the end of the play tension begins to emerge. The audience already knows that Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are going to die—the source of the tension. I want to talk about Guildenstern’s death speech. His speech is eerily similar to the To Be or Not to Be speech by Hamlet. Both talk about how miserable life is and that death derives its power not from the nature of death itself, but the uncertainty of the afterlife. I really loved analyzing the to be or not to be speech for a past assignment and I think that really helped me understand this play even more.
I want to talk about the upcoming AP Lit exam which is only a week away! I have my first AP exam tomorrow and it still feels like it’s not real or something. The only AP exams I feel prepared are for the stat, lit, and macro econ. I think that for bio and physics I’m going to fail. Well AP exams this year are so much different than how they were last year because these don’t really count for anything. Nonetheless, I’m going to just take the test to the best of my abilities and see what I get!
Monday, April 26, 2010
rosencrantz and guildenstern
So we are reading Rosencrantz and Guildenstern in class and it is a very um different kind of literary work than those which I’m accustomed to. In class I learned that this play is classified as an absurdist play. It really needs no explanation of why it’s classified as that. Nothing makes sense in the play!!! Everything seems so random and it takes a great deal of effort to understand what is going on. Rosencrantz and Guildenstern seem to be very similar characters and both are essentially lost. They are often without much direction in the play. Consequently, the two characters appear to be lacking a driving purpose—the central theme in an absurdist work. Even though the play is a bit difficult to understand at times, I still really like the play because it makes me laugh. There is a lot of double entendre use in the play, which is very similar to Hamlet. There are a lot of very subtle references to Hamlet. An example is the use of the line “what is the matter”. Many readers would be unable to pick up on this Hamlet reference but matter is a motif that is repeated countless times in Hamlet. I really like the idea of this play as it reveals what happens when Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are off stage in Hamlet. This idea of telling the readers what happens off stage reminded me of Grendel. Just as it gave a different perspective on the story, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern does the exact same thing. I want to compare Rosencrantz and Guildenstern. As of now, Guildenstern seems to be the more philosophically and intelligently superior character. Rosencrantz seems to be kind of slow on things like when they were playing that game of responding question with question.
Now that I talked about Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, I want to talk about the AP Lit exam. I was pretty surprised at my practice score, considering that I was dozing in and out of the multiple choice section. I felt like I did pretty well on my essay part. I got a 7 and 7 on the prose and poetry passage but only a 5 on the open question one :/ I guess it’s true that everyone does bad on the open question. But, we are doing lots and lots of practice in class so hopefully, I will do well when it’s game time! But other than that, I feel pretty confident going in to the exam. I’m choosing Frankenstein, Invisible Man, and one other work that I haven’t decided yet to be the three works that I’m really familiar with. I think I should use Invisible Man if possible because I think that we did a really close reading of the novel in class with all those seminars and stuff. But yeah I think I will do fine when the AP Lit test date arrives!
Monday, March 29, 2010
IM seminar
The Invisible Man seminars are hands down the best assignments we’ve done all year. I really enjoy listening to how others perceived the novel and discussing it. Granted, some of the class mates’ opinions will obviously differ. However, listening to how others interpreted the novel allows me to get a better understanding of the book. Having said that, I want to talk about the section of the novel my group was responsible for leading the class in. I want to talk about Dr. Norton first. As we discussed in the seminar, Dr. Norton is really not a character, but a representation of the historical ideology of the White Man’s Burden. This term refers to the mindset of the affluent white men who believed that they had a “burden” to help the inferior race, the blacks. This kind of ideology is also rooted in the Manifest Destiny ideology that defined America during the 19th century. Yes it’s true that Dr. Norton donates money to the all black institute which the narrator attends. But, what’s Norton’s true motives for donating the money? Is he really a nice guy that just wants to help some random people out? The answer is a resounding no. He is not genuinely concerned for the well being of others. He helps others out to help himself. The feeling of importance Norton feels when he donates money to the institution is the impetus behind Norton’s desire to help the school out. Oblivious to this fact, the naïve narrator blindly follows and basically worships Norton. To the narrator, Norton represents the Great White Father figure. Norton is not considered a man by the narrator, instead he is considered as a almost God like figure. Thus, the narrator tries his best to impress and look good in front of Norton. However, all of his intentions go down the drain when the narrator accidentally takes him to the bad places of the campus. At the Golden Day tavern, the veteran appears. I personally think that the veteran is one of the most significant characters in the novel. He is the only person in the novel that can see through the façade of Norton. He tells the narrator he is blind because he doesn’t see the real reason why Norton is helping him out. And he continues by saying that it is this ignorance and blindness which will be the narrator’s main tool to advancing in society. This refers to Booker T Washington’s philosophy of accomadationalism. In essence, Washington’s philosophy preaches blindness. As long as there is an equality in economics, social equality should be forsaken. And the blindness the veteran talks about is clearly evident in Washington. He thought that one would follow the other. But, this was clearly not the case. In this sense, the novel can be seen as a social commentary because Ellison was really against Washington’s philosophies. Well our last seminar is tomorrow and I’m excited to attend!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Invisbile Man
For my seminar, I was grouped with Charlie and Kurt to discuss a close reading of the section where the narrator enrolls into the college to his expulsion in the Invisible Man. This section consisted of chapters 2-9. When the narrator first enters the campus, his descriptions had an uncanny resemblance to the picaraseque novel Candide. Starting from the “lushes vines” to the everlasting sun, the college closely resembled the Garden of Eden from the Bible. Since the Garden of Eden represents innocence, the narrator in the state within the college can then also be represented as his innocent stage. Regarding this, I also found a critical article that talked about this. The article basically stated that the narrator has two fundamentally different methods of solidifying his malleable identity. The first part is before his expulsion, and the second part consists of the sections in the novel after the expulsion. Thus, the expulsion of the narrator can be seen as a fall of innocence. In essence, this situation can be equated to the banishment of Adam and Eve from the Garden of Eden. Another interesting aspect I realized about this book after a close reading, is that Dr. Norton is a representation of the historical concept White Man’s Burden. This is the White Man’s imperialistic desires to help the “inferior race”, predominatly the blacks. However, because the narrator is so innocent and naïve at this point in the novel, he is blind to Dr. Norton’s true intentions. He is basically helping others so that he can help himself—fulfil his desires of helping the inferior race. It’s interesting to note that the only character that sees through Dr. Norton’s façade is the veteran the narrator encounters at the Golden Day Tavern. He claims that the narrator is not even looked as a person by Norton. Instead, he is a “score mark” on Norton’s achievement card. This is also where invisibility comes into play. He lacks identity, the narrator is transformed into whatever Norton sees him as, predominatly his imperialistic desires.
I also want to talk about to Dr. Bledsoe’s representation of Booker T. Washington in the novel. There is a perfect description of Bledsoe as being monumentally important among the white folks and the leader of race relations. In terms of history, Booker T. Washington was a preacher of what is now termed Accomadationalism. This is the ideology which stated that the blacks should give up their social rights and instead on focusing economic equality. This suited the whites as they could now give blacks the jobs that were unwanted. I think that Ellison criticizes Washington when he portrays Bledsoe as a manipulative and power-hungry savage. He even claims to be willing to hang all the blacks in the country to retain his position, which can certainly be constituted as selfish. And this is exactly what some of the black population perceived Washington to be. They considered him to be selfish and even a traitor to their own race as he had given up dignity of his own race. Was it worth it? I don’t think so.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Fight Club
Monday, March 8, 2010
Invisible Man
I’m glad that I got the chance to read Invisible Man. If I wasn’t forced to read this book, I don’t think I ever would have. The descriptions through the unnamed narrator really allowed me to get a glimpse of what life was like in the shoes of a black man during the 60s. The novel starts with the narrator claiming that he is invisible. The invisibility is not referring to the ability of the narrator to be literally unseen, but instead to the fact that people refuse to see him for who he is. Everyone else tries to force an identity upon the narrator. The narrator essentially sets out on a quest to find and discover his own identity. The narrator begins his story with the narrator graduating. Being the valedictorian of the class, the narrator is excited to give a speech to the wealthy white folks in the town. Before he can, the narrator is basically sucked into a royal battle free for all. The town’s most accomplished white men gather and take great joy in humiliating the young black men. The accomplished men included lawyers, doctors, and even pastors. These men made the young black men to get into a boxing ring and start fighting blindly. At the same time, the white men shout racial terms at the black men. On top of all this, the black men are humiliated even more when they are tricked into being electrified. After all these humiliating events, the narrator is “awarded” with a scholarship. At this point in the novel, the narrator is extremely naïve and is totally submissive to others. His journey in college comes to a screeching halt one day when he has to drive a white trustee named Mr. Norton around the campus. One thing leads to another and the narrator is unjustly expelled by Dr. Bledsoe. The narrator soon finds out that the letters of recommendations he received from Bledsoe were more like letters of doom. Already in his young life, the narrator has been manipulated a multiple of times. This manipulation continues throughout the entire novel until the narrator realizes that he is invisible. The invisibility theme is very interesting to me. I believe that the invisibility theme and the struggle for identity theme are interrelated. The narrator is blind and therefore unable to make his own identity; instead, he has society impose an identity on him. For example, the Brotherhood forces an identity on the narrator by essentially brainwashing him. They don’t see the narrator for who he is, but rather as a mere tool that can be used to communicate with the people. The narrator finally understands the invisibility theme after pretending to be Rinehart. Realizing that people see him for who they want to see him as, the narrator realizes the fluidity of identity. It is this realization that leads him to conclude that he is invisible. I look forward to doing some seminars on this book as it was really interesting to me.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Sonnet
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Make Up Blog
Monday, February 15, 2010
Invisible Man
Monday, February 8, 2010
Hamlet
Monday, February 1, 2010
Hamlet and Ophelia
Monday, January 25, 2010
Hamlet Part 2
Today in class, we had a discussion about the ghost’s intentions. Is the ghost noble or selfish? One could make an argument about either side. The ghost’s revelations obviously had a profound impact on Hamlet. After Hamlet learned what really happened from the ghost, he becomes consummated by these revelations. His mental stability is also in question after seeing the ghost. In Elizabethan times, a ghost was a bad omen. Many thought that ghosts were the spirits that reached neither hell nor heaven. They sought eternal salvation by “working off” their sins in purgatory. In that sense, maybe the ghost was trying to restore order. Thus, the ghost’s intentions would be pure and noble. The counter argument to that would be the fact that the appearance of the ghost itself disrupts order. Also, some would say that the ghost’s intentions are not noble because it planted seeds of revenge in Hamlet. Regardless of the ghost’s intention, the ghost greatly affects Hamlet. Hamlet becomes all disheveled and approaches Ophelia. There is irony in the scene with Ophelia and Hamlet because Ophelia believes that Hamlet looks all depressed because she listened to her father’s advice of not seeing him anymore. The relationship between Hamlet and Ophelia isn’t lucid at all. Shakespeare never directly states their relationship. The audience knows that they both have some feelings towards each other. But, the audience doesn’t know the extent of their relationship. In some of the renditions of the play, Ophelia and Hamlet are portrayed as a real couple. In other renditions, they are portrayed as people who have feelings for each other but haven’t had the chance to express their love for each other. Their relationship also led some people into thinking that Hamlet was just “playing” without Ophelia since he is a prince and she’s not worthy enough. However, I think that act 2 disproved that view of Hamlet. The fact that Hamlet visited Ophelia is significant. It shows that in times of despair and unrest, he comes to Ophelia. In other words, Hamlet has opened up to Ophelia. That scene is also interesting because Polonius was in it as well. In the video we saw today, Polonius was secretly observing the pair. Polonius as well as Ophelia doesn’t know why Hamlet is really acting the way he is. As a result, they both begin to think that Hamlet looks so depressed because he is separated from Ophelia. An interesting point to note here is Polonius’s character. From spying on his son to his daughter, Polonius seems like a very conniving kind of character. Also, in the court with the king, he manipulates the ambassadors in an attempt to try to impress everyone. That brings me to King Claudius. He is definitely worried about Hamlet and “hires” Hamlet’s childhood friends to spy on him. In that sense, King Claudius and Polonius are alike. I look forward to reading rest of the play as I want to see Hamlet revenge his father’s death.
Monday, January 18, 2010
hamlet
Now that winter break is over, it’s time to blog again! I want to talk about hamlet. Although we’ve only read the beginning parts of the play, it’s clear that the character Hamlet has his way with words. His very first line was very witty and was a fitting opening line for him. Even knowing that Hamlet was clever with his words, I didn’t catch all of the puns in his opening line. I then realized that I had to really pay attention and look up words in the dictionary to fully appreciate Hamlet’s mastery of words. In reality, Hamlet’s play on words reveals Shakespeare’s genius nature. It really is unbelievable how he can think of all these “punny” lines (unintentional pun). But then again, it’s Shakespeare. He’s not the greatest playwright ever for no reason.
From what I’ve read, it seems that Hamlet is extremely upset and angry. He is lonely in the sense that everyone else has moved on after his father’s death—including his confusing mother. On top of all this, hamlet has to put up with the patronizing Claudius who became king instead of hamlet. If you put yourself in his situation, you can’t help but feel he has every right to be mad and rebellious. However, hamlet controls his raw emotions and hides it in public. What he doesn’t hide is his grief for his passed away father. It’s strange how everyone else seems to have already moved on, especially his mother. In less than a month after his father’s death, Hamlet’s mother married his brother. This really baffled me as I couldn’t understand why or how his mother could do this. Shakespeare doesn’t leave the readers with any clues as to why she did this. Perhaps she had an affair with Claudius before the death of hamlet’s father. If this were true, the death of Hamlet’s father would be very fishy. Also, I still don’t get why Claudius became king when Hamlet was old and capable of taking the reins himself. It all seems so fishy. Nonetheless, hamlet hides his resentment very well. But at the same time, he expresses this resentment subtly. For example, hamlet talks to his mother and plays with the word “common”. His mother has no idea that hamlet is subtly criticizing her. His mother is a very confusing character. Once again, Shakespeare doesn’t leave many definitive clues as to if she is a mere pawn of Claudius or the mastermind behind the death of hamlet’s father. Whatever the case, Hamlet is absolutely disgusted with his mother. And understandably so. In the early stages of the play, hamlet doesn’t really translate his feelings into action but I have a feeling that he will in the later parts of the play